Im sorry to hear about your loss, My aunt sandra amato, and myself tracey benscoter, are the ones who took christian in .. .my aunt pasted away , so i was introduced to him after my son was murderd in 2011 i met christian a year later. He was in jail with my son and had no place to go, so my son called me and asked me if he could stay with me. So be di for a month or two. Very intelligent young man, a couple years later i ran into him again. And again he was homeless still. ..for the past year i took christian in trying to get him off the streets. . He would scream for his mom in bis sleep., it was heart breaking. I would go out looking for him since his family had nothing to do with bim. If they only knew thats all he needed, he was always worried he would upset them because they were getting older . Not once did he complain about them not ansseri v his calls or door. So he considered my family his. He had nobody. His father helped him when he was i need . he was litterally sleeping behind dumpsters. Under steps behind buildings. I tried....Im sorry for your loss.

Just want you to know that we never stop thinking of you.. We went for a walk tonight to look at Halloween decorations and one house noah said he saw you behind a tree in someone’s yard, and Paige told Noah to ask you to walk with us, and he said you don’t have legs to walk with us... it kinda freaked us out a little bit from a 3 year old saying that.. made us think of what maybe happened in the accident, maybe if something happened to your legs.. but we all love and miss you so much, we talk about you every single day. Noah is constantly asking if we can take a trip to heaven to come see you. God, do I wish we could so freaking badly... part of my soul is missing since the day you left us.. I love you so much, to around Pluto and back, always and forever my love

Christian here it is August 20, 2019 and I am crying. Noah is your twin and is such sweet boy, he has your looks, your sweetest, loves to clean and is very helpful. I still am in shock. You are like a grandson to me and when I speak of you I say “ my Grandson “. I feel your presence all the time, especially today and when I was talking to Lisa saying “ Oh my God I been feeling his presence all day”. Guess what, Remember that Amazon Gift card and 2 $15 Burger King gift cards I bought for you over a year ago and I lost it, well Joe found them when he was cleaning out the basement and for the life of me I do not know how they got in the basement. Hope and pray you are with your mommy and that you finally got to meet your Father. We are all going to put Noah in Baseball and trying to teach him what baseball is but right now he is only two years old and he uses the bat as a weapon and uses the bat to play golf. He is so funny and at the age of two is so smart and understands everything you say and is starting to put words together when he talks, he knows where home is and we make sure he sees and spends time with your grandparents several times a week and thank God for you for giving us Noah for if it wasn’t for him your grandparents would of really fell apart for he is such wonderful therapy for them for his presence in your home is like you being there. At the age of two he has such a sense of humor and is very funny, dairing is not afraid of anything, he is a mommy’s boy and I miss hearing your footsteps coming upstairs and I would say “Christian is that you” and would say “yeah it’s me, Hi”. Topanga really misses and loves you. I know that if you were here today you two would be engaged by now and making wedding plans and I know you would be so happy for just about a week before you went to heaven you were sitting on my living room floor with Noah telling me how much you love her. As Jesus promised those who never seen but believes in me shall see heaven, I bet it is more beautiful then all the scenery sites God has created here on earth that man has never touch. When it is my time to go can you ask God if you can go with my family and make sure my Mickey and Ricky and my other fur babies are that’s in heaven to come and show me the way. It is hard waiting to see everyone again. Love you my sweet grandson and I think of you every day and we speak of you everyday to Noah and we take him out to your grave and he kisses your tombstone and it just breaks my heart . I am still in shock and will remember Lisa waking me up at 5:50am telling me “to get up Christian and Alex are DEAD” and your brother came over crying at 7am telling us the full story. Why oh Why was Alex driving like that at and it was raining? I am so mad at Alex and I have a very hard time forgiving him and I just keep thinking that you wouldn’t want us to be mad at your friend. You were such a sweet, pleasant, helpful, loving, non-violent person and you would never hurt anyone and it breaks my heart knowing how horrific you were killed. You didn’t deserve to die that way. Well love you and please visit me in my dreams and tell my mom, dad, David, Logan and my sister-in-law Kathy I love them and miss them so much and at times I just want to go home. Good night and miss and love you so much, 😇😇😇🤟🤟🤟😥😥😥😓😓😓😪😪😪😢😢☹️☹️☹️🙁🙁🙁😕😕😕😞😞😞😒😒😒🥵🥵🥵😪😪😪💧💧💧⚾️⚾️⚾️💔💔💔❤️❤️❤️ Cathy Mackenrodt.

Noah and I miss you so much. It still doesn't seem real, and here we are 5 months since and this world is so dull without you. I love you, I can't wait till we get to be together again

My heart was sadden when I read of the loss of your beautiful son, Christian and I wanted to send my warmest condolences to the family. To lose a precious child, a part of you, can bring such overwhelming grief but the God of all comfort tells us at 2 Kings 20:5 He hears your prayers, sees your tears and feels your pain. Please go to jw.org to read in the Bible at John 5:28,29 that not only does God care but lovingly gives assurance that you will hold your son in your arms once again. Until God’s promises come true may every detail of Christian’s life, every memory of the love you felt, flood and overtake you with calm and peace to help you through the dark moments. Again so very sorry for your heartache💐

Dear Bauerle family,
We are so sorry for your loss. It is always hard to say anything that helps when a family loses a teen . Christian will be missed. We will keep your family in our thoughts and prayers at this most difficult time. Sincerely, Jan Orbon