Christian here it is August 20, 2019 and I am crying. Noah is your twin and is such sweet boy, he has your looks, your sweetest, loves to clean and is very helpful. I still am in shock. You are like a grandson to me and when I speak of you I say “ my Grandson “. I feel your presence all the time, especially today and when I was talking to Lisa saying “ Oh my God I been feeling his presence all day”. Guess what, Remember that Amazon Gift card and 2 $15 Burger King gift cards I bought for you over a year ago and I lost it, well Joe found them when he was cleaning out the basement and for the life of me I do not know how they got in the basement. Hope and pray you are with your mommy and that you finally got to meet your Father. We are all going to put Noah in Baseball and trying to teach him what baseball is but right now he is only two years old and he uses the bat as a weapon and uses the bat to play golf. He is so funny and at the age of two is so smart and understands everything you say and is starting to put words together when he talks, he knows where home is and we make sure he sees and spends time with your grandparents several times a week and thank God for you for giving us Noah for if it wasn’t for him your grandparents would of really fell apart for he is such wonderful therapy for them for his presence in your home is like you being there. At the age of two he has such a sense of humor and is very funny, dairing is not afraid of anything, he is a mommy’s boy and I miss hearing your footsteps coming upstairs and I would say “Christian is that you” and would say “yeah it’s me, Hi”. Topanga really misses and loves you. I know that if you were here today you two would be engaged by now and making wedding plans and I know you would be so happy for just about a week before you went to heaven you were sitting on my living room floor with Noah telling me how much you love her. As Jesus promised those who never seen but believes in me shall see heaven, I bet it is more beautiful then all the scenery sites God has created here on earth that man has never touch. When it is my time to go can you ask God if you can go with my family and make sure my Mickey and Ricky and my other fur babies are that’s in heaven to come and show me the way. It is hard waiting to see everyone again. Love you my sweet grandson and I think of you every day and we speak of you everyday to Noah and we take him out to your grave and he kisses your tombstone and it just breaks my heart . I am still in shock and will remember Lisa waking me up at 5:50am telling me “to get up Christian and Alex are DEAD” and your brother came over crying at 7am telling us the full story. Why oh Why was Alex driving like that at and it was raining? I am so mad at Alex and I have a very hard time forgiving him and I just keep thinking that you wouldn’t want us to be mad at your friend. You were such a sweet, pleasant, helpful, loving, non-violent person and you would never hurt anyone and it breaks my heart knowing how horrific you were killed. You didn’t deserve to die that way. Well love you and please visit me in my dreams and tell my mom, dad, David, Logan and my sister-in-law Kathy I love them and miss them so much and at times I just want to go home. Good night and miss and love you so much, 😇😇😇🤟🤟🤟😥😥😥😓😓😓😪😪😪😢😢☹️☹️☹️🙁🙁🙁😕😕😕😞😞😞😒😒😒🥵🥵🥵😪😪😪💧💧💧⚾️⚾️⚾️💔💔💔❤️❤️❤️ Cathy Mackenrodt.
Cathy Mackenrodt - Wednesday August 21, 2019 via Condolence Message